Sunday, June 30, 2013

My missing rose

Lesley ,I remember a pretty blond gal in High School. We did not seem to hit it off. Maybe she didn't like short or Hispanic guys. I dated a shorter very attractive gal in eighth grade. So having a big head I per sued mostly attractive   gals with some success. But was mostly single in High school. Some time  passed ,a girl friend and being in the service. Also in times before recovery with Bill W.
      while looking at the school year book. I decided that it was not to late to try to meet Lesley on a more mature in age setting. I think I recall hearing my former scoundrel friends mother say that Pat had dated Lesley but blown it. What seemed strange is that his mother seemed to think I was Pat. More mistaken Identity was to follow. I need to say that neither myself or my mother thought I bore any resemblance to Pat. I recall talking to  and hitting it off with Lesley. I recall going to the park in front of the court house and asking bums for help in giving her a message.
   I've only had an honest interest in Lesley and could easily seen us together for a long time . But it seems that through some confusion on every ones part. I was told to stay away from Lesley by the police. Though my memory is very cloudy around this matter. Now I am over 40  yrs And again thinking of contacting my missing dearly missed if not met Goddess. But i fear more trouble than good may result if I continue to try to find her. will it be necessary to write my love life of to bad luck. Or should I demand that the Gods repay me for lost or stolen fate. I can only roll the dice .
to the missing Rose of my life till we finally or honestly meet ,Robert Gonzales.WS,CA 76